Today has been a rough day for me, definitely not my day. I really don't want to do this but I got no one to listen to me and I really want to vent my anger so bad.
Sometimes, I really do't know what I've done that you guys have to do this to me and this was not the first time already. I tried not to be angry because I knew if I do so, things will get worst and I don't want that to happen.
So, friend A, B and C was talking and chit-chatting, until I arrived to school, I started to listen them talking non stop but I felt like a moron sitting there cause I honestly have no idea what they was talking about. Apparently, I'm so left out and nobody seems to care to explain to me what was the whole situation going on, so I decided to walk to another group of friends instead of sitting there doing nothing. When I stood up and trying to move my chair, I hit the table. By that time, they might thought I was angry but actually I'm not. When I went up to the other group of friends, they asked what was happening cause they said I wasn't looking too happy. See, how can other people noticed but not my own best friends?
Speaking of that, what really makes me feel sad was, they treated me so differently today. During PE class, we are supposed to go down, they just leave me alone and went away. Fine. I'll endure that. During recess time, they did the same thing again. After all, I have never talk to them for the whole day, not even a word. How pathetic I am, being so lonely for the whole day.
This had happened to me a few times. Is it my problem or what? I don't know, I'm confused. I'm so tired. I just need to stop thinking about it, but I can't. Ugh :(
Hopefully everything will be okay tomorrow. It's gonna be a long day and I don't wish something bad would happen.
Now here's some life updates (:
#1
SPM trials falls on 25th of August which is coming up really fast. I felt like I haven't been doing much recently cause most of my time was packed with tuition. If I really have to do some revise, it would be kinda hard cause I'm always so tired and lazy......... but I'll manage to find some time to study otherwise my results will be like shit. :\ I'm quite stressed out tho because I have to attend tuition class on Sunday omfg ;( but for my own sake I have to go because my addmaths result was really bad. Hopefully I'll pass the test for the upcoming trials exam. :)
#2
I'm going to 饥饿30 this year! So excited cause this is my first time joining. Nothing much to say about this hahaha.
That's all peeps! Thanks for reading, bye. (:POSTED BY hui yong.(: ON Friday, July 4, 2014 @ Friday, July 04, 2014
