Well, I'm back. This place was totally full of dust, hahaha. I deleted all my previous blog post cause I read all of them and ermaigad I felt so stupid plus there something I don't want to keep in this blog so here you go! A new blog post.
I decided to start blogging again cause I think it should be fun and I don't know why I stop blogging cause I used to love it so much. I blogged about literally everything like OH I JUST PEE JUST NOW. Nahh just kidding I'm not that stupid.
Kay, I should stop piffling. -.-
Lately, life has been good. Everything was good, nothing bad really happens to me except there's one thing is still always lingering in my mind which is relationship. Sometimes I really wish someone could understand my feelings. I always pretend like I'm okay, I'm happy cause I don't usually talk about my problems and stuff. I don't know how to express my feelings to others. People around me might think I'm such an optimistic person but actually I'm not. Not at all. I wish I was strong, but it's not as easy as you said.
Honestly, this relationship had taught me a lot. I know I shouldn't be thinking all of this and I should put more effort on my studies. I tried not to think about him but every time I saw him, that feeling haunted me again. It's indescribable. Every night, I was hoping to receive a text but always ended up sleeping with disappointment. I know right, who else does such stupid thing like me. At first it's really hard for me to get through it cause I'm so used to having people to talk to me every night but luckily it was during exam and I kept myself busy to distract myself from thinking some bullshits.
People will always tell you to stay strong, you have to move on and blah blah blah. All of this are nonsenses. People can't tell you what to do, only you can tell yourself what to do. If you decided to let it go, I'm sure you will get through it. Even though it's hard, but time will heal everything. (:
Okay I should stop, I'm starting to act like a love expert HAHAHA. :P
Remember dear ladies, what come easy won't last forever and what last won't come easy. (:
Will be blogging soon if I have extra time. Byeeee ;DPOSTED BY hui yong.(: ON Saturday, June 7, 2014 @ Saturday, June 07, 2014
