Whatsupp ;D It's been 2 month since my last post, the reason why is because 1. I'm very busy with trials 2. lack of inspiration.
So, I recently just done with my SPM trials, erm not recently, it's almost 1 month already hahaha *wohoorayy*.Uh, NO. The end of trials means we're getting closer to SPM, getting closer to SPM means we're leaving high school very soon and I can't meet all my friends that often any more. :'(
Well, my trials' result turned out pretty good. What I meant pretty good is only for the subjects that I'm good at. HAHAHA
So close to get an A- for BM, dang it! :\ But I'm still quite satisfied with my result *rule out add maths, I'm never good at it. There's still much to be improved but sometimes I feel so demotivated.You know that kind of feeling, where after finishing an examination, you will become even more lazy. -.- I know some people says A doesn't mean everything, but you know what, when people ask about how many A's you got, at least you won't felt embarrassed to answer that.
I attended a seminar last Sunday and it really got me to think so much about my future, what I should do after graduated. Of course, I will definitely be working to gain more experience while waiting for the results to be released. And to be honest, I'm kinda freak out a little because I haven't actually take time to think of this. A lot of my friends already know what they want to study at college, but I'm still here thinking what colour I should dye my hair. LOL. But what my parents told me is to focus on SPM first because that's the most important thing to me right now.
I've been seeing friends around me started to work their ass off, it made me feel like I'm not doing enough. Yes, I'm very weak in any kind of subjects that was related with numbers.I admitted that I did not put much attention on these subjects and I feel very bad because all the teacher were trying to help me but I always end up getting bad grades.... every time after an examination, I will set myself a goal to at least hit a higher target for my next examination, whichever subject I failed, I told myself to do better next time and it worked! :D Setting yourself a goal is very important because once you achieve it, that satisfaction you get is indescribable. However, don't always expect too much.
Not to mention, SPM is only 26 days left, work hard, study smart, set yourself a target. Just 2 more months, then we will be free from the jail, partying after the huge battle, do whatever we want. Thinking of that already made me feel so excited but the reality is I have to study after publishing this blog post. T.T
That's all for today. Kthxbye. ;)
POSTED BY hui yong.(: ON Thursday, October 9, 2014 @ Thursday, October 09, 2014
